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purple slippers {my story part I}

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Every Saturday morning she made pancakes. In her nightgown and purple slippers, my mom would breakdance on the kitchen floor as we waited for the pancakes to bubble. It’s a memory that often brings a smile to my face. Growing up, my mom was fun. She knew how to laugh and have a good time…even when life was really busy. She would always crank up the radio on full blast and jam as we drove to school. She ate bowls {Read More}

seasons of waiting {how long}

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It was only the second time in my life that I was absolutely sure that God was speaking to me. Into a heart broken by betrayal and haunted with fear He whispered promise. With every part of my being I needed to hear from God, but I did not expect to hear what He had to say. Wait. No single word is more profoundly difficult to grasp. I found myself there on the balcony watching the waves of the sea {Read More}

seasons of waiting {1000 things}

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  There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens:  a time to be born and a time to die,  a time to plant and a time to uproot, Eccl 3:1-2 I’ve read the passage over and over this week. If I’m being honest, I’d rather skip this part of the Bible. Sure, I want the laughing, dancing, and rejoicing….but I don’t exactly embrace the mourning, weeping and dying. It’s verse 2 that returns to my mind {Read More}

seasons of waiting {when you feel like the door is shut}

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Today’s post is written by Bethany. My husband and I have always wanted to adopt.  After struggling with the colic of our second born, we decided we didn’t want to adopt an infant. Looking back, it’s funny how God changes our plans. My husband was unemployed so we decided to wait until he got a job to pursue it further. But after attending the Women of Faith conference, I felt God asking us to step out in faith and start {Read More}

seasons of waiting {when you feel alone}

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Today’s post is written by Kris Washington. Everything in life is a process and processes take time.  When God created the world and all of the elements of the world, it took time.  Could He have made the lands, seas, skies, planets and the animals along with the plants, fish and birds come into manifestation in an instant with a snap of his fingers? Knowing God’s mighty power, I believe He could but I also believe God took His time, {Read More}

seasons of waiting {when you feel empty}

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Today’s post is written by Shana. When I was in high school and people talked about what they wanted to be when they grew up, I never answered, because I never cared about a career. I just wanted to be a mom. I went to college because that is what was expected, fully intending to find my husband, set up house and have babies. But four years later I walked ring-less across that stage, wondering what I was going to {Read More}

seasons of waiting {when the pain can’t be skipped}

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Today’s post is written by Amber. Waiting. It is a loaded word that stirs up all sorts of emotions in us. It implies a sense of suspended life in anticipation of some awaited event. In some ways, yes. But how do we wait? Excitedly counting down the days for a joyous event. With mindless distractions and time fillers- magazines, iphones, video games, TV. With building dread and mounting stress as time lurches forward toward something we wish wouldn’t happen. Looking {Read More}

seasons of waiting

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For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;  a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather {Read More}

it is well with me

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He had sent his family ahead to visit evangelist D.L. Moody, but the ship and his four daughters disappeared into the foamy death of the sea. His wife was the lone survivor of the horrific crash, as she clung to the debris. En route to comfort her, he stood on the deck and watched the sea roll over his sorrow. Returning to his cabin, he penned the words to this song. When peace, like a river, attendeth my way, When {Read More}

help even when you hurt

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It is said that this momma tiger lost her cubs during birth. She was so heart-broken that she refused to eat and was rapidly losing her will to live. The zookeepers devised a risky plan to save her. Baby piglets wrapped in tiger skin were laid on her and she regained her focus. She began eating, for suddenly she had something to live for.   I’m honestly not sure if this story is true, but it spoke truth into my {Read More}

grumbling in the desert

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A pink spotted giraffe was perched by the door and tiny pink and purple rattles hung on the chairs. Presents piled high and laughter filled the room. The afternoon promised yummy goodies and sweet friends to love on. Huddled close around the mom-to-be, we marveled at the latest gadgets and the adorable pink dresses. But, with each new package, the discontent in my heart grew louder.  It became increasingly harder to fight back the tears.  God, why can’t I have {Read More}

when being thankful is hard

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It was in the driver’s seat of my mini van, children captivated by Buck Denver, that God spoke to me. Driving south on what seemed like a one way street to the end of my life, I listened to the words that would change my moments. The author poured out her heart and the tears were uncontrollable.  Her baby sister’s body frail and crushed under the delivery truck, she walked a gruesome road to healing. There was one thing that changed {Read More}

because I am loved

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Looking back, it’s easy to see.  Perfection was the game.  Love was the prize. I did everything I could to obtain it.  I was desperate to be perfect. I studied day and night.  Nothing less than a 4.0.  I set the curve on every test.  I wrote perfect papers.  If the teacher asked a question, I knew the answer. I would excel and people would approve.  They would sit close to me for a chance glimpse at my paper or {Read More}

hope: {confident expectation}

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The year was 2003.  Tragedy fell harsh around me. Just one week before, we had stared blankly as the doctor revealed that our baby had died.  We had prayed over the nursery, held each other, and cried out before our Lord. But there was no heartbeat. I vividly remember laying in that hospital bed awaiting my D&C, listening to weeping women all around me.  Through the closed curtains I could easily imagine their faces.  I could personally feel their pain. {Read More}

valentine’s alone

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Holidays.  They creep closer day by day.  I want to feel the excitement.  But I don’t. Decorations taunt me from the Target aisles.  Promises of a wonderful life or a happily-ever-after are vivid reminders that my life is not the way it is supposed to be.   Tears invade as I face the reality that the day will come and all will not be right.  I feebly attempt to fight off the captivity of my brokenness. photo credit The day {Read More}

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